El miércoles fui una buena puta y salí hasta las tantas. No una buena puta de entregarme en brazos de bellos extraños desconocidos. Eso no porque como dice R, “estamos bloqueados”.
Yo menos mal que un día me dijo eso… que yo pensaba que mi estancamiento mental era una cosa congénita y enraizada en lo más profundo de mi ser. Pero R lo explica muy bien, y cuando lo hace todo cobra sentido. Lo mismo me dice Aguijón Mental, pero a veces me pregunto cómo puede saber nada de esto una señora con pendientes…así que no le doy mucha credibilidad. A R sí que se la doy.
Así que eso, estamos oficialmente “bloqueados”. Bueno es saberlo.
Y es…curioso…comprobar cómo muchos andamos dándonos de hostias contra los cristales.
El miércoles por la noche, a las tantas, alguien, en medio de doscientas personas sudorosas y del rugir de la música, con nuestras copas y nuestros pitis rebosando todo, me miró y me dijo:
- Ay.
Yo entendí ese “Ay”, lo entendí como si fuese un druida maya experto en leer el poso de la sangre de los corazones secos, esos que hemos aplastados en libros hasta que adoptan la forma de una pequeña nuez violeta.
La pasé el brazo así por el hombro como pude a esa persona, en medio de la danza de los doscientos jíbaros. Y ninguno dijo nada.
Así que… voy a hacer una cosa, voy a poner una canción que ya he puesto y nos la dedico…
Nos la dedico a nosotros.
A mí y a mis amigos.
Se la dedico a este gigante equipo de fútbol formado por jugadores ciegos…que intentamos disputar un partido sin balón…y que vamos de aquí para allá corriendo…
Chocándonos con todo.
- Just Jack: Embers
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The facts and the figures,
They Overwhelm a stifle,
everything that you thought you knew.
The facts and the figures
They Overwhelm a stifle,
from the very first breath you drew
The facts and the figures
They Overwhelm a stifle
everything that you thought you knew.
and the petty decisions that you think make a difference.
So tiny that they blow away like dust
So tiny that they blow away like dust
Embers, embers, embers
Through all of the devilish things we do,
( I cant help my stupid hope )
Through all of the devilish things we do,
(It’s always with me)
The facts and the figures,
They overwhelm a stifle,
everything that you thought you knew
So tiny that they blow away like dust
(Embers, embers, embers …) (Canon)
So tiny that they blow away like dust
We are all embers
from the same fire
We are all embers
from the same fire
We are all embers
from the same fire
We are all embers
from the same fire
We are all embers
from the same fire
Y bueno, porque no hay una sin dos:
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Oopsy daisy I hurt you again
Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands
If you walk out baby i’ll understand
Cos all i’ll do is hurt you again
Yeah, and again, and again, oops, there we go again
We messed up once
I messed up twice
But how many times are we gonna try again? (I dunno)
Girl it’s like round and round we go
Hearts would prefer if you left me alone
Cos I can’t take the pain and now my heartbeat feels like an AOA
I’m a walking disaster
Don’t wanna hurt you that’s why you got to go
Destruction like fire all around you
That’s why I got to go, oh oh oh ohhh
Yeah
See the fussin and fightin, lets not (Loow it)
Before I see red, lets stop (Trust)
This here’s really the end of
Imma find cupid and put him in a headlock (No lie)
Now why did you pick on me? (Why?)
Why let the pretty bird shit on me? (Ha)
I don’t need good luck but I need good love
That’s a girl that will stand by me
Look honey I didn’t diss you
Therefore I shouldn’t have to miss you
And now I feel like saturdays are all weaker
Me and my heart got crazy issues
My girl it’s like round and round we go
Hearts would prefer if you left me alone
Cos I can’t take the pain
And now my heartbeat feels like an AOA
Oopsy daisy I hurt you again
Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands
If you walk out baby i’ll understand
Cos all i’ll do is hurt you again
I’m a walking disaster
Don’t wanna hurt you that’s why you got to go
Destruction like fire all around you
That’s why I got to go, oh oh oh ohh
Yeah
They say three times a lady
I say three times you’re crazy (Right)
To done with the messin around
Baseball love, three strikes you’re out
You’re too busy tryna’ catch me out (Here we go)
But I just wanna get a home run
Can’t talk, real laughter after a while gets boring
I need to come back to your touch (No lie)
Look it’s all too much
I guess now we gotta let go
You see me grow from a boy to a man
So this must really be the end of the road (It’s gotta be)
And girl it’s like round and round we go
Hearts would prefer if you left me alone
Cos I can’t take the pain
And now my heartbeat feels like an AOA
I’m a walking disaster
Don’t wanna hurt you thats why you got to go
Destruction like fire all around you
That’s why I got to go
Oopsy daisy I hurt you again
Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands
If you walk out baby i’ll understand
Cos all i’ll do is hurt you again